This might be a bit random, apart from the hat thing..

NEW HAT!

I'm going to take a little break from the internets to sort some stuff out. Three months or so is a long time to be out of action and it's really starting to bother me.

The int0rw3b's not to blame for this but it's pretty obvious (to me anyway) that the entries I've been posting recently are becoming more open than I think is really necessary during all this, emotional to the point of, well, not things people want to read about.

Blogging is a habit and for now I'm going to battle it, habitbattling, habattling, bloghabibattling? All the cool kids without computers are doing it!

Someone said to me today that “Just because you feel it, doesn't mean it's there”, I'm not entirely sure if they were hinting about somebody we'd talked about or if they even realised they were quoting Radiohead, but I'm pretty sure I disagree.

I found out what's giving me the headaches, my new headphones. It's ok though because my MP3 player broke this evening.

Why anyone would want one I don't know, but if you fancy a ****@RooBot.ca/****@r00b00t.com email address or some domain space at ****.RooBot.ca/****.r00b0t.com let me know. I'll set it up for you.

I'm off to bed, by head hurts.

I know I shouldn't be doing things like this in my frail condition but I really hate just sitting round, and besides it was making me sad seeing my bike languishing in the snow, and it needed to be done..

So now that the gate's fixed I shovelled a path from the front of the house to the shed in the back garden so we can keep the bikes safe and warm.

Then I swept and mopped, sorted the recycling and rubbish out, washed/put away the pots three times and bought cat food (not that they deserve it because they left muddy footprints everywhere). Tomorrow I'm going to tackle the bathroom.

Now I'm going to secure some tarpaulin over the shed hole (there's no door) to keep the winter out.

Finally, I have a viewing at an apartment at 9am tomorrow morning near Pape and Dundas (thanks for the tip Badur), wish me luck!!

I just need to find first and last and I can move in immediately, if he'll take me. – It's gone .

Very odd – I just came home from coffee and went for a wee, heard some meowing and Pig was locked in the secret attic (which doesn't exist and if it did the door would always be shut), apparently someone else had let him out of there once already today. There's either a secret, secret entrance to the secret attic (that doesn't exist) or we've got someone living in the walls.

Read from the bottom!

I was going to offer a couple of hundred at the very most, and to think he registered it in 2003 for no more than a few beans. I can't help but think he's set his sights a little too high, though.

Anybody want to treat me to an early present?

Yeah, another silly update.

I got bored (again) and met up with Can (again) for a coffee, it was a painful walk but worth it. We ended up swapping rubbish jokes for an hour or so. We're so funny.

A song came on just before we were about to leave and I was singing SECRET AAAAAAASIAN MAAAAAEEEEAAAN at the top of my voice, apparently it's Secret Agent Man, everyone laughed. I died a little inside, I thought those were the words .

I realised tonight that since I moved downstairs I haven't seen my passport, it expires soon anyway (and I can't renew it from over here, eek) but still it'd be nice to find it.

Apart from Including the hip troubles recently I'm going to try really hard not to let everything else get to me. This entry is blocked from the public (meaning my family, I hate not telling them things but right now I don't want to trouble them).

This is what's bothering me (with certain things omitted), in no particular order..

There's a lump on my back and I need to get it looked at.

I realised tonight that since I moved downstairs I haven't seen my passport, it expires soon anyway (and I can't renew it from over here, eek) but still it'd be nice to find it.

My gran's ill and I love her, it's selfish but she understands that this is where I want to be, yet if I go back to visit there's a chance that, yeah.

I'm not counting people on IAM in this but quite a few people I've met since I came to Canada has messed me about in one way or another, either for money, emotionally or whatever.

My dad's ill and I love him, it's a little selfish but he understands.. et cetera et cetera..

I need health insurance.

I'd like to be healthly and not need health insurance.

I can't stop masturbating on Kara's bed (joking).

I wanna visa, kthx.

I'd like to spend more time with someone I like spending time with, because she's wicked.

I listened to The Kooks today and enjoyed it (oh the shame).

Comfy bed, plz.

I don't like losing friends.

I'm moving soon and it's stressing me out.

Wow, reading all that back it does sound selfish.

Honestly though, I'd just like everyone around me to be happy, healthy, friendly, legal (not in the sexual sense) and un-lumpy. Myself included.

I have stopped drinking though, and smoking.