Yeah, another silly update.

I got bored (again) and met up with Can (again) for a coffee, it was a painful walk but worth it. We ended up swapping rubbish jokes for an hour or so. We're so funny.

A song came on just before we were about to leave and I was singing SECRET AAAAAAASIAN MAAAAAEEEEAAAN at the top of my voice, apparently it's Secret Agent Man, everyone laughed. I died a little inside, I thought those were the words .

I realised tonight that since I moved downstairs I haven't seen my passport, it expires soon anyway (and I can't renew it from over here, eek) but still it'd be nice to find it.

Apart from Including the hip troubles recently I'm going to try really hard not to let everything else get to me. This entry is blocked from the public (meaning my family, I hate not telling them things but right now I don't want to trouble them).

This is what's bothering me (with certain things omitted), in no particular order..

There's a lump on my back and I need to get it looked at.

I realised tonight that since I moved downstairs I haven't seen my passport, it expires soon anyway (and I can't renew it from over here, eek) but still it'd be nice to find it.

My gran's ill and I love her, it's selfish but she understands that this is where I want to be, yet if I go back to visit there's a chance that, yeah.

I'm not counting people on IAM in this but quite a few people I've met since I came to Canada has messed me about in one way or another, either for money, emotionally or whatever.

My dad's ill and I love him, it's a little selfish but he understands.. et cetera et cetera..

I need health insurance.

I'd like to be healthly and not need health insurance.

I can't stop masturbating on Kara's bed (joking).

I wanna visa, kthx.

I'd like to spend more time with someone I like spending time with, because she's wicked.

I listened to The Kooks today and enjoyed it (oh the shame).

Comfy bed, plz.

I don't like losing friends.

I'm moving soon and it's stressing me out.

Wow, reading all that back it does sound selfish.

Honestly though, I'd just like everyone around me to be happy, healthy, friendly, legal (not in the sexual sense) and un-lumpy. Myself included.

I have stopped drinking though, and smoking.